Somtimes you just know when...............

.....................you gotta go!!!!

And I think my time may be now.

As most people do I post on a few forums, I mod a few, I'm a regular member of others, I'm active and take part in all the usual board things that go on and generally all over my face fits and I'm happy and have good friends, but there's one, just one where it doesn't and quite frankly it's getting to me. I've been a member there for over 8 months and I'm in the same boat as every other member there, I have a child with the same condition as theirs, I face the same hurdles as they do, I get the same joy and happiness from seeing my daughter achieve something as well as the sadness, anger and hurt she can give me and yet I'm an outsider!!!!!

Unanswered posts, ignored or just laughed at, picked upon or I get a two line comment pulling fun of something and honestly it sometimes feels like a school yard where if your not in the "in crowd" and your face doesn't fit then your pushed to the way side and cast out. Here we are fighting for our children and their futures and saying how big and brave we are standing up to "big brother" to get results when their doing this to other members, it's pathetic and just plain nasty and horrible and they will and should be ashamed of their actions.

I make a point of replying to what I can, giving every member support, passing on advice and tips where I've been helped before on certain things, helping people out, being there when anyone in need calls for a shoulder to cry on or answering their questions ohhhhhhh and passing on bloody great details of how to do things and get more help and yet I can't get the same decency back.

Well I get the hint!!!!!

I've had enough!!!!!!

No doubt those concerned will find this and be reading and I don't care, it's about time you knew the truth, for too long I've been thinking "no it's in my head", but when you post something and get 2 replies and over 60 hits on the page or post something else and get NO replies and over 30 hits, you kinda can get the hint. There's no need to mail and ask where I am or if I'm referring to the board you post on because I'm sure the guilty ones will know and make it clear with some topical debate on a matter very similar to this.

So good bye cruel board, it's good night from me.

Members of that board I hope your children get everything they deserve, want and need out of life, they deserve happiness and peace. For you members I hope what goes around comes around and one day when you feel no one is listening, helping you out or supporting you when you've shown it to them that you feel like me right now and are disgusted with yourselves for making another person feel such things.

Ahhh that's better.................... it's off my chest and I can move on to better and broader fields, Adios.